Young mother wants a guy

Hi everyone, this is a bit awkward, as I've never posted a call before, but at the urging of my friends, I'm giving it a try. I'd like to connect with a nice guy or girl. Being a little older than me isn't a problem, and distance isn't a problem either. I don't have much else to share right now, so feel free to ask!

I don't understand my boyfriend; he's increasingly abandoning me and simply not visiting. I miss that and would rather seek solace with another man who is willing to give me the attention I need.

You don't eat kale every day, do you? That's why I'm looking for a nice man who wants to please me in his own way. Variety is actually best.

I know I shouldn't be here, but I'm writing something anyway. I'm looking for excitement, pleasure, and so much more. Something I can't get at home. I just need to figure out what that is. Can you help me with this?