Young mother wants to have sex

I'm not the type to just jump on top of someone; it has to be discreet and respectful. First, grab a bite to eat somewhere, and then enjoy each other's company between the sheets. P.S. My husband absolutely mustn't get wind of this.

Unfortunately, my boyfriend can't offer me what I need, and I'm only just now realizing it. He doesn't want to live together, and I need all the support from a man who loves me and lives with me.

The only thing missing from my life is love. I do have a boyfriend, but I don't expect much from him. Who knows, maybe I'll find the love of my life here and end my relationship with my boyfriend for that.

This is so exciting, yet also a bit scary. You never know who you'll meet, but I thought, "Whatever, I'll do it anyway!" I want to get acquainted first and see if I can find a nice guy. I might be a bit older, but I don't have a lot of experience yet, and I want to gain some experience first.