Delicious mother wants a guy

This is my first time here, but I'm quite excited. I can already see you're curious about what I'm looking for, but I'm not going to reveal it just yet.

I'm of foreign descent. I've been living in the Netherlands for a few years now, and my boyfriend took me in. He's sweet, but not my true love. I won't leave him alone easily; I owe him a lot. But I do need to have sex occasionally with a man I like.

I know I'm not the slimmest or prettiest. What I don't like as much is that my boyfriend often throws this in my face. Which man do I get to be the sexy girl for and seduce?

I'm me, quite feisty, but I can also be quite sweet at times. I'm attracted to nice, honest men who treat me well, and you'll get it back in spades. I'm looking for a fun date where anything goes and nothing is required! I went through a bitter divorce with my ex, so I'm pretty broken and definitely not ready for a new relationship right away. I want to enjoy myself and take time for each other first. I'm not demanding, easygoing, and I love it when we can give each other freedom. I hate having to justify myself every time something happens.