Experienced mother wants to fuck

I've been dreaming more and more lately. Dreaming about all the hot things I'd so desperately like to do. Only, I can't get my boyfriend to join me in those things.

I have a good job, tons of friends, no money problems, and two sweet pets. What I don't have is a good boyfriend, and that's proving to be very hard to find. Who wants to get to know me better and do fun things together?

I'm looking for more in the realm of sex; I'd like to experiment. In my short life, I've tried just about everything there is to try, and I want more. I'm very curious about S&M, but I have absolutely no experience with it. I'm looking for a teacher who can gently introduce me to that world. Not too strict to start with.

I'd say I'd just do this, but I have to admit, it's all a bit nerve-wracking. I don't really know what to tell you about myself. I'd rather share it with you in person so we can have a proper conversation, don't you think?