Horny milf wants to date

I have to admit, I enjoy challenging a man a little. Looking deeply into his eyes and then waiting to see what he'd do. I'm curious to see how you'll react.

I'm a beginner in the world of BDSM, very little experience yet, and I'm eager to learn. But I want to do so under a not-too-strict master, because I'm not ready for that yet. I think it would be wonderful to be tied up and have absolutely no control over what happens to me.

I'm a shy girl who easily gets pushed into a corner. My boyfriend does the same to me, and he even ignores me with his friends. I want to get rid of my shyness. I don't know how, but who knows, maybe with a little more excitement I can open up. I want sexual excitement.

There are a lot of nice things I could share here, but the most important thing is that I'm looking for someone who knows how to treat me, is kind to me, and is honest. I'm not very demanding.