Wild mother wants to have sex

Vanilla sex doesn't really cut it for me anymore. I pretend I enjoy it, though; I don't want to hurt my partner. He's made it clear that it works perfectly for him, and he's not into that wild stuff, as he puts it. I am. I want my nipples bitten, clamped, my bottom slapped, that sort of thing. Would you come and torture me?

What I need is a good fuck. After I've given you a blowjob, of course. I've been dry for a while, so you can just imagine how I'm going to go about it...

I have a positive attitude and live every day with gratitude. I've learned many lessons and that allows me to be very aware of what I want and don't want in my life. What I'm looking for in a man is a lover who, like me, has a conscious and positive outlook on life.

Why don't most men notice me and walk right past me? Am I really so ugly that I shouldn't be allowed to enjoy sex?