Excited mature wants to date a man

I've been in a relationship for a while, and we decided to move in together two years ago. Bad decision, because that's the only way to get to know someone. We're so different, and we clash often. Will I finally meet a man here who I get along with?

I'm always up for a party, what kind of party can you plan yourself, I think?

If you were to say I'm a widow, you might just believe it. Because it certainly feels that way. There's absolutely no life in that man of mine. I don't know how, but I can't seem to help it. But I'm far from dead, you know; I'm still full of life. I need to release my energy, have some good sex with a man who wants it too. Do you want to?

I know they're rare, those romantic men, but I'll give it a try anyway. Who knows, I might find you here. You can be a bit tough, but I still think romance is important.