Excited milf wants sex

Ha, I love variety. Although I'm loyal by nature, the rest of my life should be varied. Just like it should never be boring in bed. And that's exactly what's lacking right now. I'm a bit uninspired. Can you help me?

I've been experiencing a wave of emotions this past week. My husband cheated on me and now he wants an open relationship. It's new to me, and I thought, who knows, maybe it's for me. This will be the first time I'll cheat. It's exciting, and I want to be taken doggy-style. I find that hot and enjoyable.

I can really enjoy blowjobs and I think you do too.

I'm a bit nervous about it, because I'm quite afraid of being recognized. But hey, I'm not going to get what I want if I don't do this. And that's intense sex. My partner is quite a few years older, and that was nice at first, but not anymore. I'm not into him anymore and can't bring myself to have sex. I think it would work if I regularly get taken hard by a young guy, but then I have to find him, of course...