Excited mother wants to fuck

Hi dear men, I've been taken for a while now. We live together, and it's all been fine so far. The only thing I've noticed is that it's become a very beautiful friendship, and we only give each other a goodnight kiss before bed. So, you can probably guess that I'm just missing the excitement. Someone who plans a romantic evening and sweeps me away in their fantasy... I hope I can find that here, discreetly.

I love to play with and pamper myself; the feeling of letting go of all control turns me on immensely. It's a need that arises spontaneously when I'm feeling good about myself. Make sure that feeling doesn't fade away when I let myself go with you.

I lack nothing and I'm not in a relationship. I'm looking for someone to build an exciting, steady, erotic relationship with in a respectful, relaxed way, at our own pace.

Um...I have a bad fantasy. I don't dare mention it. I don't tell my boyfriend either; I don't know if he'd understand, and I don't want to lose him. How open are you to things? And would you be interested in trying things with me?