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I'm in a relationship, but we're living more apart. So I'm looking for a nice man who can bring me back to life a little.

It's not so important who I am or what I'm looking for. I'm just curious about what you're doing here, what you're looking for, and maybe I fit the picture you have in mind. It could be possible, and we'll talk about what we're looking for later. First, that connection, and then the rest. Or should we just leave the connection as it is and start in bed and end with a drink?

I've always been told I'm such a beautiful girl. I'm flattered, of course, but it's actually made me very insecure. I always feel like I have to live up to a certain ideal, and I don't want to and can't do that. I'm closing myself off more and more, but maybe there are men here who understand me and can give me a little more self-confidence.

Every time I look at a handsome man, I get all hot and bothered. I sometimes wonder how this is possible, since I'm in a relationship. What would it be like if you looked at me, but you had to connect with me first?