Lovely mature wants to be fucked

I don't know what's wrong with me, but I jokingly suggested to my boyfriend that we cheat! I still don't know why I did it; it was probably a whim or a way to inject some new energy into our sex life! He had no qualms about bringing home the first slut he saw and fucking her, while I could hear everything! Unbelievable, and since I'm a bit of a romantic, I'm definitely not the kind of girl who'll just throw herself at the first guy he sees! Now I plan to let him feel what it's like to hear me fucking you! My revenge will be sweet, and sex with you will be even sweeter!

I'd love to get acquainted with the S&M world. I want to be submissive, but I really lack the experience. I can't do anything with it at home; he's not open to it. But I really want it, so which man would be willing to show me the ropes?

I have one condition for any potential contact: absolute discretion. No one else is allowed to know the darkest depths of my soul except you.

I'm a young married man, and pfff, I imagined married sex to be more enjoyable. Even when I do my erotic pole dancing, my husband doesn't get turned on. I'd be happy to do my pole dancing for you, right? With a happy ending, though, and by that I mean you're going to really fuck my pussy up.