Young mature wants to date a man

Unfortunately, after just three months of marriage, I realized my marriage was a huge mistake. The romance is gone, and my husband prefers his buddies to his wife. I've already been to a lawyer to initiate the divorce process. He doesn't know that, and I want to keep it that way for now, just as he doesn't know I'm looking for a man for a sex date. I want a man who brings out all the femininity in me.

Why do men take their wives for granted once things get serious? We've been living together for six months now, and he's always tired or not in the mood. Seriously, if we do it once a month, it's a lot. I'm not that repulsive, am I? I try my best to look good; I don't want to be rejected anymore. Is there a man who would want to have sex with me? And more often than once a month?

Not only am I very environmentally conscious and meat-free, I also enjoy spending time outdoors. Who wants to have a picnic?

I can't live without love, and I love it when a man cares about me and loves me. Doing fun activities together and letting love flourish is what I strive for.