Delicious mother wants to have sex

It's driving me crazy, living with so little arousal in my life! I've been in a relationship for quite a few years, but when I can't get aroused that much, I go crazy. I've had sex with someone else a few times, and now I'm looking for someone new. To have some fun sex with.

Life isn't a fairytale for me anymore. I thought for a long time that my boyfriend would come live with me, but he's more focused on himself. He visits every now and then, and the relationship is more platonic, and I don't need that anymore.

Luckily, I don't live together yet, but I do spend some time with my current boyfriend, who never seems to have time for me. Because of this, I'm not having enough sex, and I'm looking for it here!

My life has been a real rollercoaster these past few years. A few years ago, I was diagnosed with cancer. After intensive therapy, I overcame it. I still bear the scars, like my hair, which still needs to grow back properly. I'm looking for someone who sees beyond appearances and can deal with this.