Excited mother wants to have sex

I like to drink something, a liqueur or a cocktail. But it always makes me so horny...

With a man, without a man, I can't do either. I'm happy with my boyfriend, but I can't live without another man either. I've tried, but it doesn't make me a better person. I just have to sleep with someone else regularly. I don't want to hurt my boyfriend, so I'm not telling. Can you keep your mouth shut too?

I'll go absolutely wild if I seduce you outdoors. Right there, in front of everyone, I'll tease you. A nipple will "accidentally" show, and then I'll stand right up against you. I'll probably feel a bulge in your pants and start massaging you right then and there, almost unnoticed. When I see how hard you're going to get, I'll drive you even crazier.

I don't have the energy to save my relationship anymore; every time we see each other, it ends in an argument. I want to meet a man who will be kind to me, who won't make demands on me, and with whom I can spend many romantic evenings.