Experienced mom wants a sexdate

I bought something very special, and it involves a sex toy. I bought a whip and a harness to tie up my breasts. I was eagerly anticipating showing it to my boyfriend. I shouldn't have, because he doesn't want anything to do with it. Well, what now, I thought. I want to know what it's like to be whipped. That's why I'm looking for a man here who finds this exciting.

I'm sexy. I love being sexy, sexy men, sexy things, toys. Going all out with a nice man is all I want.

Life seems to be getting more and more boring every day: getting up every day, going to work, making dinner, and then watching TV on the couch. Relationship-wise, we're growing more and more distant, and I want to meet a man who has time for me and with whom I can have meaningful conversations.

Because I've been constantly focused on studying, I've never really delved into relationships and such, and I've never gotten further than a one-night stand! Now I'm ready for something more...