Experienced mother wants to have sex

A bon vivant like me should truly enjoy life. And not just sit around on the couch all day.

I'm very polite and tidy at work, but sometimes I wish I could do things differently, because then I wouldn't be alone anymore. Then I wouldn't have to feel lonely at home anymore, and I wouldn't have to wonder why no one notices me. Yes, I am insecure. Surely someone reading this can help me and let me go.

My boyfriend is pretty tired of me. It turns out he's not really into someone a little bigger. That's why I've taken the plunge and started looking for a new lover.

My best friend has had a sex buddy for years, and I hear her talk about it a lot, which is how I've actually gotten into it. It must be really exciting to meet a man regularly, have sex, and have no other obligations.