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I have all kinds of fantasies, but what I most want (and have never done) is to be fucked by two men at the same time. I think my boyfriend is open to it; he likes to experiment. But otherwise, I'll find another man. If you're willing, that is.

I'm a beginner in the world of BDSM, very little experience yet, and I'm eager to learn. But I want to do so under a not-too-strict master, because I'm not ready for that yet. I think it would be wonderful to be tied up and have absolutely no control over what happens to me.

Despite my relationship, I regularly feel lonely. My partner is away and working a lot, and even then, I crave attention and, above all, touch. I want to feel like I matter, and that more often than just a week a month. Intimacy, togetherness, and appreciation are important to me.

My boyfriend's orgasm through vaginal penetration is where he falls short. He gets his penis hard with a little help, but then deflates like a balloon after a few minutes. I need more time to reach orgasm, and I need your help.