Lovely milf wants to date

I hope you're not judging me wrong, because I have a boyfriend, but the spark between us is starting to fizzle out a bit. I think that's a shame, but I don't see it rekindling anytime soon. My head is so full, and I really need some relaxation. Maybe you have a good idea for that.

I'm very polite and tidy at work, but sometimes I wish I could do things differently, because then I wouldn't be alone anymore. Then I wouldn't have to feel lonely at home anymore, and I wouldn't have to wonder why no one notices me. Yes, I am insecure. Surely someone reading this can help me and let me go.

I really enjoy a long walk followed by a drink on a terrace or a bite to eat. Unfortunately, I don't have any company for that right now.

My fingers know how to do it by now. And that dildo is starting to get a little worn out. Believe me, I really want a man, or a fuck buddy, but not at any price. A little bit of feeling has to be there, don't you think?