Young milf wants to date

I don't mind a little excitement. I've had plenty of boyfriends, but none want to hurt me, so they don't accommodate my desires. They just can't seem to grasp that I enjoy the pain and that it actually makes me hot. What man wants to come and hurt me a little?

My appearance is very important to me, and my boyfriend knows that. He can't stand other men looking at me, and I enjoy it. I'm curious what other men think of me.

Being married and not being allowed to do anything is not for me at all. As a man and a woman, you have to be open and honest with each other, but also have the necessary passion. In that respect, I didn't choose the right man because he's just frigid. Do I really have to rape him, because that's just not acceptable. Who feels called to experience the night of their lives?

I want to meet a man who can replace my boyfriend in some ways. I'm missing a lot, especially attention and companionship. I hope you can provide that for me.