Young mom wants a sexdate

I'm a sweet Mistress, but if you don't listen to me, I get really angry! Then I'll whip you out or tie you up and douse you with candle wax. I might even put some clamps on your nipples or tie off your balls. Well, if you don't listen...

I'm actually a little ashamed of myself for doing this, but I do it anyway. I'm looking for companionship outside of my relationship. For fun, and hopefully a little more.

If you were to say I'm a widow, you might just believe it. Because it certainly feels that way. There's absolutely no life in that man of mine. I don't know how, but I can't seem to help it. But I'm far from dead, you know; I'm still full of life. I need to release my energy, have some good sex with a man who wants it too. Do you want to?

My father has a farm, and I work there. Because I work and live with my parents, I haven't had much exposure to eroticism and romance. It's not that I'm completely green as grass, but still...