Young mom wants sexdating

This year I turned 30, which has caused quite a stir in my mind. I've been with my boyfriend for a long time, 15 years already. We were truly each other's first love. And that's great, of course, but I've also found myself curious about what's different... What if, or what would it be like? Is it really a bad thing that I secretly took the plunge now...?!

All these years, I've tried to be a good wife to my husband. And a mother to my children. I'm succeeding at the latter; my children adore me. Unfortunately, I can't say the same for my husband. He treats me like dirt and clearly isn't interested in me anymore.

Would you like to do me? And my boyfriend too? As a surprise for him? He loves exciting surprises; I'm sure he'd get instantly turned on and join in if he found us together. Is that okay with you?

I've had enough of acting crazy now. Ending up drunk in bed every night, completely unsure if I'm even alive. No, I don't need that anymore. Sitting on the couch every night, drowsy, isn't it either, but I'm sure there's a middle ground to be found.