Horny mature wants to date a man

My wedding was one I'll never forget. I felt like a princess and soared over the clouds with happiness. Now I wonder what I did. I only knew my boyfriend for three months, and I was so idyllic with him that I couldn't think anymore. Stupid, because now I'm back down to earth and realize we're not a good fit. How am I going to make this right? I have no idea, and I don't want to worry about that right now. To escape my home life for a while, I want a date. Get away together for a bit and then hop into a hotel at the end of the day to make love.

I've been living in a small room in Leeuwarden for a year now. I love it here, but I'm often very lonely. All my friends have boyfriends, and unfortunately, I don't have anyone yet. I'm hoping to find a nice guy who lives nearby.

I live with my girlfriend, whom I'm also in a relationship with. We have a great time together, and things are going well in bed. We're both bisexual, and lately I've been thinking more and more about sex with a man. That I want to enjoy being with a man again. I've talked to her about it, and she's fine with it. She said, "I don't mind if you sleep with a man occasionally, as long as you don't leave me." And I don't, because I'm crazy about her, and I've suggested she join in if she wants to. She said she's still thinking about it, but I've already started looking for a man who just wants sex. The pleasures, not the burdens.

Sometimes I wear my heart on my sleeve a bit too much and say things I shouldn't, but I'm incredibly honest. Do you consider that a bad trait? I'm sorry. If you can live with it, feel free to write to me, and I'm sure we can work something out.