Young mother wants a guy

I have to admit I'm in a relationship, living with a nice man. But I feel like I'm missing something. I love romance and kissing, and my boyfriend isn't often up for that; he's a rather business-like person. That's why I'm looking for someone outside the home, and I really hope to meet a man who can offer me that. If you're also in a relationship, that's no problem at all. Please be discreet.

I've been fantasizing about anal sex for a while now. I've never done it before, and my boyfriend doesn't want to. Would you like to deflower me anally?

What should I write? I'm a feisty woman who likes to be in control and clear about what she wants and does. A man who isn't afraid and isn't easily put off by anything.

I've been living on my own for a while now and can receive freely, which is why I'm looking for a man who's willing to come over. I don't like that lax attitude, I'm serious about it.