Young milf wants to date

Why don't most men notice me and walk right past me? Am I really so ugly that I shouldn't be allowed to enjoy sex?

Taking photos is truly a hobby of mine. Sometimes it can be a selfie or something I see in nature. I try to capture a lot, and as long as I can express myself, I'm more than happy.

I live with my girlfriend, whom I'm also in a relationship with. We have a great time together, and things are going well in bed. We're both bisexual, and lately I've been thinking more and more about sex with a man. That I want to enjoy being with a man again. I've talked to her about it, and she's fine with it. She said, "I don't mind if you sleep with a man occasionally, as long as you don't leave me." And I don't, because I'm crazy about her, and I've suggested she join in if she wants to. She said she's still thinking about it, but I've already started looking for a man who just wants sex. The pleasures, not the burdens.

I'm a shy wallflower and I'd like to change that and show the world I'm not so shy. I'm looking for a relationship to cuddle and kiss. I long for weekends filled with romance and mutual respect. Surely there must be someone else who wants that too?