Excited mature wants to date a man

What should I write? I'm a feisty woman who likes to be in control and clear about what she wants and does. A man who isn't afraid and isn't easily put off by anything.

Fucking for a long time and driving each other crazy, that's what I want most! I want you to finger me and preferably go down on me, and then I'll suck you off and stroke you! I'll massage your cock until it's nice and hard! I don't like soft talk, I like action!

I've been divorced for a few years now; my marriage was falling apart because my husband wanted to seek his pleasure elsewhere! He felt it absolutely necessary to get involved with sluts who throw themselves at every man they meet! He was even crazy enough to pay for it! Now it's my turn. I'm curious what he'd do if he knew I was offering myself to provide oral pleasure for a man, completely free of charge! I think he might realize how he made me feel!

A night of partying is perfectly fine with me. Unfortunately, my boyfriend is a bit boring in that regard and prefers not to come along. Not a big deal, though, because then I can go by myself and no one will see what I'm doing. I could also go to a party with a nice guy. I'll tell him I'm staying at a friend's house. But of course, I won't...