Excited mom wants a sexdate

Sometimes I wear my heart on my sleeve a bit too much and say things I shouldn't, but I'm incredibly honest. Do you consider that a bad trait? I'm sorry. If you can live with it, feel free to write to me, and I'm sure we can work something out.

The great happiness I thought I'd find in my marriage was all based on a dream. The pink cloud quickly vanished, and the hangover has taken its place. The hangover from sex that's so minimal and there's so little affection that I feel truly sad. I don't want to drown that sadness, but I do want to forget it for a moment with a one-time sex date.

Of course, I secretly hope for something more. Perhaps a loving man who will help me realize my dreams? Who knows...

So, I've finally taken the plunge. I'm curious to see if I can find a buddy here. A buddy to do fun things with and just enjoy life's pleasures outdoors, if you know what I mean, haha.