Excited mother wants to have sex

I like playing games, and I'm not talking about "Ludo." You can play with me, and if you want to use tools, that's perfectly fine, even appreciated. I don't get scared easily and am willing to do almost anything.

I'm looking for more in the realm of sex; I'd like to experiment. In my short life, I've tried just about everything there is to try, and I want more. I'm very curious about S&M, but I have absolutely no experience with it. I'm looking for a teacher who can gently introduce me to that world. Not too strict to start with.

I married my childhood sweetheart at a young age, and there's nothing wrong with that. I just find it frustrating that I've never had sex with another man. I can't compare, and I'd like to experience what it's like to have sex with another man. Who knows, maybe you'll inspire me too.

Who can give me back the passion I've been missing since I got married? I love oral sex and would like to experiment with anal sex.