Experienced mature wants to date a man

I've had enough of acting crazy now. Ending up drunk in bed every night, completely unsure if I'm even alive. No, I don't need that anymore. Sitting on the couch every night, drowsy, isn't it either, but I'm sure there's a middle ground to be found.

I sometimes get lonely in the evenings, when I come home alone after work and can't even talk to anyone about my day or cuddle on the couch. I don't think anything beats the warmth of a loving man. Because of my busy job, I don't feel like going to the pub to meet men anymore, so I'm taking my chance here. Interested? Let me know soon!

What I'm looking for is an open-minded man, someone who's eager to get to know me. Whether you're in a relationship or not, it doesn't matter. I'd like to get to know you and see if we get along.

I may be in a relationship with a really nice, sweet man. That doesn't mean I should completely sacrifice myself and my feelings, does it? I'm sorely lacking in love, because he's hardly ever there for me, and when he is, he has a headache or is tired. Surely there's a better way?