Experienced mom wants a sexdate

This is new to me, but I've been dreaming of an exciting lover for so long—no strings attached, just good, forbidden sex.

For years I have been bullied quite often because of how I look, of course I know that I am not the thinnest or not a model, but does that make my heart any less?

My fantasy is to do it outdoors sometime. I've always wanted to experience it, but I've never met anyone who dared. Perhaps in the woods or a dune valley.

At first, I was more into ropes and bondage frames. For some time now, I've been experimenting with latex suits, gas masks, and other ways to get out of breath. Can you give us some tips and tricks? We certainly won't be choking!