Lovely mother wants a guy

Phew, it's not that easy to put something original here!

Yes, yes, I'm in a relationship, but who doesn't cheat these days? Do you have a difficult relationship? Maybe we can talk about it together? ^^

This is my first time doing this, and I'm a bit nervous. I'm in a relationship. Sweet guy, that's not it, and I certainly don't want to lose him. But he really can't keep up with me when it comes to sex. I want it much more often and for longer than he does. We can't work that out either, so I'm letting him believe it's okay. And I'll find the frequent, long, and especially incredibly hot sex elsewhere.

For months now, I've been fantasizing about cheating. Secretly meeting up, staying in a hotel somewhere neutral, enjoying a delicious meal, and lots of sex. Please don't tell anyone, but please respond.