Young mother wants a guy

I'm a shy girl who easily gets pushed into a corner. My boyfriend does the same to me, and he even ignores me with his friends. I want to get rid of my shyness. I don't know how, but who knows, maybe with a little more excitement I can open up. I want sexual excitement.

I'm looking for a passionate lover, someone with respect for women and who doesn't only think about themselves during sex. Someone who makes sure the woman gets her fill. I have good stamina and don't get satisfied easily. If you're someone with good stamina, feel free to send me a message!

Normally, I see the future quite brightly and am quite positive, but these days I'm experiencing more and more bouts of feeling lost and fed up. My best friend said she always perked up so much from good sex and blowjobs that I should try it out. Well, I don't want to just pick up a random guy off the street and try it out, so I'm here. This is to get to know you better, and you to get to know me, so we can go on a date and I can see if my friend is right.

Looking for an older man, for excitement but also possibly something serious.