Experienced mother wants to have sex

The twice-a-month sex I have now doesn't do much for me anymore. I'm looking for someone who will take me regularly.

My relationship isn't really what it used to be and I'm secretly looking for someone to spend my time with discreetly.

I'm not demanding at all, but I do need some attention. Is there a man who would be willing to give me that attention?

A bit of a late bloomer, but better late than never, as I always say. I had firmly resolved not to have sex before marriage. But it started dragging on, and I couldn't control myself any longer. And now the devil's out! I can't think of anything else now; I fantasize all day about the sex I'm about to have. I'd rather do it in person than in real life; it's much better.